Parking Problems

Wow I had a crazy handicap spot convo with a man today. Wish u all could have been there boy did I school him after questioning me about why I was using a handicap spot. Hehe he was mad when he started talking when we were done he had a better understanding about MS and life.
Someone had rear ended him 17 years ago paralyzing him from waist down he was still mad and wondered when he would understand the reason why it all happened to him. He said people always tell him everything happens for a reason, but he says he doesn't understand that because there can't be any good reason for his accident. I told him you are alive focus on that and then go from there or u could spend your whole life mad and asking why. I said I didnt ask for this shit I would love to not have a disability and just park and run from a further spot but thats not my life anymore I have to do what I can and parking closer is better for my body especially on hot days because I may walk into the place im going to just fine but then when im done walking around in the place I may go outside and if it's too hot my legs may decide they don't want to make it all the way to the car because they are weak because now I have been overheated which in MS is called an intolerance to heat. Any way told him my whole story he felt bad. But it was a cool convo. We talked bout 30 min even compared symptoms he was suprised I also had PN like him and spasticity and that we were on baclofen and gabapentin and I said my medicine cabinet knows im disabled he laughed. His car was so nice I wanted to be a smart mouth and think like he did when he first saw me trying to get into my car (him in his car waving at me and saying that's a handicap spot you took) and say wow I guess u got a huge settlement hehe but thats not me but hey I thought it lol I got home and was mad I didnt get his info seems he needs a friend. Would be nice just to be there for him to rant we need that.

My mommy has MS

Woke up today lil fatigued but I paced my day just right took a nap for an hour and a half then I was ready for round two the 12 year old got out of school early today those days are always the hardest for me fatigue wise but I had cleaning activities to keep him busy while I just relaxed. Hubby made dinner now off to martial arts class with the pre-teen. I feel refreshed since I have only been up and busy for 4 hours. Hope everyone's day was paced well and they were able to get done what needed to be done without too many symptoms.

Life didn't promise to be wonderful but Im walking so life is FULL once again

That was me a few weeks ago during an exacerbation that effected my vision in turn effecting my walking my legs felt like jello I used my hands to grab onto things but still at times managed to run into things and fall down. I have been behind in my blogging because I was just busy with family and life outside the computer world. This was day 8 of the exacerbation by day 10 I was not walking more than 2 steps without falling, that's when my husband took me to ER and they gave me IV solumedrol they called it a mega dose (if there is one) I was only there about 5 hours then sent home to rest it took about 5 days and my eyesight and walking were 80% better I was happy with that but the 3 days after that I was 100% better ( well as for my walking and vision that is).  I am still on copaxone daily injections and this was only the 3rd relapse in a years time which for me is great so I can't complain especially since I am once again able to take care of myself and Im not wearing the big easy to put on sweats. Look out world im back.

Fatigue, Burning

So fatigued today, my back has been on fire since last night it feels like I'm sitting in the car with the butt warmer on ugh painful.

Tired

Been lil more tired lately. And the leg n hand cramps have gotten worse. Just been hanging low tryin to learn to find joy in this new life.

Hello

my walk is tomorrow and I am so fatigued, my face is killing me,my neck hurts. My only hope is that I will be able to walk the one mile this year vs being pushed in my chair. Hope all is well with all my bloggers update and pics of walk coming soon

Crazy MS

so glad that's over it was a long 5 days of blah I sure hope MS lays low for ever cuz that was tiring. My family is glad to have me back , I'm glad MS went back to sleep I did not want roids did not want the weight gain again.

Waiting for docs response

Lots of tears this week. Think I'm going through a relapse my neck has been hurting more than usual the past few days , my hands keep going numb,Sharp pains in my neck,chest hugs r tighter,face pain has gotten stronger hurts to have hair down some days, gotta lay flat on my back for more pain relief,walking drunk last 2 days , just get so tired ap quick and well insomnia has me held captive. I called my doctor after 5 days of all this now waiting for her to get back to me if no answer by the weekend may go to urgent care. Gonna head to the zoo with the little one he will push me in my wheelchair I will walk as much as I can.  Hope everyone in the cyber world is well.

Fatigue

I have been ap busy with Facebook and Twitter hadn't made time for the blog my hands have not been 100% or even 80% that may be why I blog less. Just been real tired and fatigued my hands have been having slight tremors again real moody this mess has me on a roller coaster again

Understanding "I want my life back"

I think MS Awareness week has brought more sadness to me than it has joy earlier in the week I was all pumped up now im just a lil confused the more awareness I try to make available to family and friends the more response of "Im praying for you" "Are you working out?" "Are you eating right" "Your not disabled go out and walk because you can yes you will get tired but do it" (im going going,going ...so much I am only home maybe 2 days a week and even then im pushing myself ugh) or they say " I saw this 80 year old woman walking the other day" um ok saying that was supposed to make me feel better well it didn't it made me feel worse because I already know someone older than me can walk further without becoming fatigued or off balance when standing too long, or legs weaken when walking or ribs tightening or the temp effecting their bodies. Huh tired Im not tired Im freakin fatigued WTH they are not getting the messege I am so so freakin tired of no one understanding it's now making me sad again and I don't like feeling like this I hate it , I hate MS, I want my life back right now.

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Up Up and away

My chest hug got me last night I mean I have it everyday but yesterday was like I wasn't on any preventative meds for it I could hardly talk,breathing was labored. Man do I hate MS. Dealt a bad hand but STILL I MOVE

Busy Day Insomnia

Tried to go to bed early last night because I knew I was going to get beautified at the salon early morning and the dentist late afternoon. Well MS had another plan for my day woke up at 3 am with calf cramps the baclofen helps but I guess sometimes it just doesnt do it's job. So here I sit 6 am and still awake. What a long day this will be my neck is on fire my legs are cramping and my spine hurts this day has to get better as time goes on. But I do know that with my MS theres no tellin how it will go. Until my fingers hit the keyboard again have a blessed day all. Keep doin what YOU CAN!!!

On to the next chapter

Wow my life has gone 360 degrees in the counterclockwise all I can say is wow. Yesterday I had an appointment at the DMV I spent 15 min there getting my handicap license plate for the last 2 years I have had the permenant placard but I kept forgetting to put it in the window , I decided ok save yourself some energy by getting the liscense plate , so there it is well I got the plate now it's official the world will know my car runs but it is disabled LOL kinda bitter sweet moment for me but hey it's done and guess I should clap and say yeah I DID IT!!! but naw thats one thing that Im still not to happy about just like the wheelchair and walker in the trunk of my sporty SUV.

In denial

The wheelchair my doctor ordered was just delivered it was ordered to help me in times of fatigue and I still want to get out and do things.

Like the mall for Christmas shopping or the amusement park with our son without having to rent a 80.00 scooter wow that was an expensive trip to Disneyland that year.

Well any way why was I happy hubby was taking a lil nap and our lil one was at his cousins when it was delivered and he wouldn't see it?

The answer to that question I just don't have but then on the other hand I complain because my family sometimes acts as if I don't have a disability.

Tub experience

Wow I had taken a 5 hour nap yesterday but why did I fall asleep in the tub with the water still runnin I woke up when my hair got wet :( not a good experience lil frightening I would say wow

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